Monday, 7 October 2013

I should be happy - shouldn't I?????

I've just had a lovely weekend away with my friends from Centenary Camp - it's the second time this year that we've managed to get together which is amazing really as we all lead busy busy lives!!

It was a busy week before I went away - two District meetings and then trying to get everything done on Friday night which I would normally take the weekend to do.

I caught the train to London and met up with 3 of the friends - the 4th one was getting in later. I had to carry my backpack with me all around London as we were staying in our Evil Team Leader's flat in Wimbledon and weren't going back there until later on. We walked everywhere (well it seemed like it!!) and finally ended up in Soho for our tea.

 
 
 
Having never been to this part of London, it certainly was an eye-opener!! We ended up in an Italian restaurant as one of our group didn't like spicy food so it rather narrowed our choice! Mind you the food was great - they served our pizza on a meter-long wooden board!!
 
After tea we made our way out to Wimbledon and to the flat we would be staying in. We stopped off in the local supermarket to get some wine and chocolate  - they were running low on supplies from the night before!!
 
We then spent the rest of the night talking and mulling life in general over - of the 5 of us who were there out of the 7 that could have met up I was the eldest with the youngest being just 22!!
 
We also realised that we had actually only know each other a total of 13 nights but just feel like we are really great friends.
 
2am came and went and we finally managed to crawl into our beds. One of the group had to leave at 7.30 the next morning but she was very quiet when she got up and only woke us as she was about to leave.
 
The rest of us sat chatting and then made the move to cook breakfast and shower - I had to leave about 10.45 to get back to St Pancras to catch my train home at 12.
 
When I got back, all was happy with the boys - there's a lot of teenage angst going on at the moment and my son and husband do clash a lot - but they had had a great "boys night in" with a DVD and a few snacks. Tea was all ready to go in the oven and I had nothing to do except unpack and relax!
 
Work today has been busy, deadlines to meet and only me to meet them - but what's new??
 
Went to Fat Club this evening feeling like I have really put on some weight, although I have been good (well almost) for the past week and found out that I have lost another 5 lb, so I am now at my lightest in many years.
 
But I just seem really down - I can't seem to be happy about anything at the moment.
 
I need to shake myself up and get back on track - there is lots in my life at the moment to be happy about, I just need to remember it!
 
Normal service will resume soon I hope :)

Sunday, 29 September 2013

Times change

Just Small Thank You

this link talks about how I didn't like my son to play with guns when he was little - this photo shows you how times change!!


Hello Stangers!!

So, another 9 months have passed and I still haven't found the time to write a post!

Life for me continues to be very hectic - work seems to be getting busier and there is still only me with no admin support (I only want someone to work for 4 hours a day to help with all the paperwork!!), being District Commissioner again is just as bad as it was the first time round and with the Brownie Centenary celebrations being launched, I really have no time for myself or my family!

I have however made a concerted effort to look at my lifestyle and with that in mind I took myself off to Weightwatchers (again!) and although I have only lost just over a stone since Christmas, I have just got to my 5th dress size smaller - so I feel very pleased with myself.

This was me outside No.10 in 2011
 
And this was me outside No.10 two weeks ago!
 
So, I do feel better with myself! I still have a long way to go, but I will keep at it. Zumba has been a great help, but I have also been walking much more that I have ever had even to the point where I have taken myself off early in the morning to walk the fields and canals around here - something unheard of if you ask my family!!
 
Brownies seem to have taken over my life - which it shouldn't have with so many leaders at our unit but I maybe need to look at letting bits of it go and delegating more - I find it difficult to do this but the way I feel about having no time for me, then I need to make this a priority!
 
My son has just moved on to Explorers and is wanting to go to the World Scout Jamboree in Japan in 2015 - if he makes it through the selection weekend then we will have to find  approximately £3500 - that's a lot of fundraising!
 
He has also been in Army Cadets for over a year now and has been on a canoe camp, a weekend away and his annual camp. He has just applied for a skiing holiday for next February too which we should find out sometime this week if he has a place on this - more money!!
 
He has however made the decision to join the Army when he leave school - he wants to go to the Army Foundation College in Harrogate and complete his education there and then go straight in to the Army when he finishes that! It's great that he knows what he wants to do when he leaves school, but to be honest this really frightens me - maybe its because I'm his mum and to me he will always be my baby (he does however stand at over 6 feet tall and has size 12 shoes and he only turned 14 the week before last!!)
 
As parents we have always said that we would support him whatever he wants to do, so I just have to bite my tongue and smile and say " great idea monkey - lets see what we have to do to get you in there!"
 
Well that's my life in a concise nutshell, hopefully I will find a bit more time to write more posts as the weeks go on.
 
Have fun my friends :)

Sunday, 20 January 2013

What Have I Been Doing Then???

So, I have been away for a long time - 15 months in fact!! I can't believe it's been so long!!
So much has happened - where do I start?
I failed at a job interview :(
I succeeded at a job interview :)
Mum was very ill - diagnosed with diabetes while in hospital with cellulitis and a bleeding stomach ulcer which was caused by the strong pain killers given to her by her GP. She was then found to have kidney cancer and has had to have a major operation!
I spent 6 months driving to and from Devon every weekend to look after my step-dad as he couldn't cook, wash clothes or iron clothes!!
My nan passed away in the middle of Mum being so ill :(
My son got arrested for shoplifting :(
My son joined army cadets -he will be in the army next :)
My new job is fantastic :)
I miss my old work friends so much :(
Guiding took a back seat for 6 months - my husband says :) I say :(
I met up with my school friends after almost 20 years :)
Celebrated 21 years with my hubby :)
Presented at 2 national conferences with my new job :)
Slept at the National Space Centre - again :)
Been awarded the Midlands Chief Guide Award for Services to Guiding in the Local Community :)

So many blog potentials - but no time to write!!!

I will try and write about some of these times as the weeks go on - hopefully you will dip in every now and then and try and catch up xx

Monday, 14 January 2013

Well, hello there!!

I am back - well sort of - I know, I have been away for a long long time and having just checked out the blog, I realise how long it has actually been!! I have a new job at work and in Guiding - but I will come back soon and tell you all about it!

Speak soon - I promise !!

Tuesday, 18 October 2011

The Alternative Guider's Saturday Night!

Kelloggsville is better know as Barn Owl in my life! Guiders Saturday Night is how she spent last weekend.

This photo shows how I spent the same Saturday night!!

I was fortunate enough to go to the Centenary Camp at Harewood House last year and met some fantastic people - yes they are in the phonebox!

We have all kept in contact via Facebook and have talked a lot about getting together - last weekend was the first time we had been able to all get the time to do it - although one of the crowd was unable to make it at the last minute :(

6 of us made the convoluted trip to Stratford-upon-Avon on Saturday afternoon/early evening and one even brought along Centenary Bear which she bought at Harewood. He was lucky to travel with us for the next 24 hours!

Lots of girly talk, laughter, food and of course alcohol later we left the pub at kicking out time and decided to see the sights of Stratford by night! Centenary Bear got to visit lots of areas too and we had great fun trying to find a different place each time!



 
                


We of course went back in the daytime and behaved much more respectively!

We all had a fantastic time and plan to meet up much sooner this time rather than leave it for 15 months!

The plan is to meet up in the Spring but maybe we may be able to meet up for Thinking Day in London -maybe even be lucky enough to get tickets to to Westminster Abby for the service - fingers crossed.

Yet again it  makes me realise how much Guiding has given to me and how lucky I am to have met so many people while travelling along the great Guiding highway!


Tuesday, 30 August 2011

What has Guiding done for me?

I have been involved in Guiding since I was 7 years old when I became a Brownie. I spent the next 3 years as one then moved onto being a Guide - this is where I had a slight difference of opinion with the Guide Captain and left when I was 13 years old! Because I wanted to stay I managed to persuade the Young Leader coordinator that I could start as a Young Leader then instead of waiting until I was 14. I was a Young Leader when we celebrated our 75th anniversary of Guiding and was chosen to meet the Guiding light which was making it's way around the country when it arrived at Exeter - that was a great experience.
While being a Guide I started to help out at a local Brownie pack and have never looked back! I gained my Young Leadership Qualification with them, and then became an Adult Leader. I left my home town when I was just 20 and moved up to the Midlands which is where I live now. I took a break for 6 months to settle into my nurse training and then contacted County HQ to see if they could put me in contact with a unit in the city. I was lucky - there was an inner city Brownie pack who needed help. I started to help them and gained my Adult Leadership Qualification and also my Pack Holiday Licence. I spent just under 3 years with them but then due to moving I had to leave them and look elsewhere for another Pack.
The village where I live now was where I moved to and they had a very large Brownie Pack - 48  and girls in total. They welcomed me with open arms needing as many adults as they could persuade to join in.
I stayed there for approximately 3 years when because of work commitments I had to leave. When it was time for me to return there was no longer a place for me - a long story, upsetting, not worth sharing really! - so the then District Commissioner found me another Brownie Pack in a village about 5 miles away who were just starting up and needed experienced leaders to help them out. Off I trotted - 2 Brownie mums who were doing the daunting thing by starting up the pack - they thought I had been sent along to check up on them! After much reassurance, they welcomed me with open arms, we went on Pack Holiday and generally had a fantastic time.
Then I became pregnant and once monkey had been born I took a few months out but eventually had to leave as his tea, bath and bedtime fell at Brownie time - first time mum, slightly anal about sticking to times to get him into a routine!
Fast forward 6 years later - monkey is starting Beavers and I have decided to improve my computer skills by doing a course - meet the Brown Owl of one of the Brownie Packs in the village - the big pack of 48 had divided into 2 - who after she found out what I had done in the past asked if I would be interested in running the other Pack who were just about to loose their Brown Owl.
Of course I said yes! And I haven't stopped since!
Our unit when I took it over only had 12 Brownies in it, so we had our work cut out to get the numbers up! We had a bring a friend night and put out adverts in our local paper and we got the numbers up. 6 weeks after starting with them I had to take them away on a Pack Holiday which had already been arranged by the previous Brown Owl - even though I had my Licence, I still asked the Division Holiday Advisor to come out and visit to check that we were OK! It gave me the opportunity to get to know the other leaders too!
Since then, we've done scavenger hunts around the village, visited the Fire Station, Police Station, had the Teddy Bear Hospital Visit us, as well as the Animal Hospital, we've written to Brownie Packs in New Zealand and Ireland, make pancakes on the top of baked bean cans, we've done chip and welly walks in the winter in the dark and in the spring in the lovely sun, we've had bonfire parties with edible fireworks and  sparklers, numerous Christmas Carol services at the local church, carol singing at a local nursing home, celebrated the Pack's 35th birthday, created individual time capsules for the girls, marched proudly through the village on Remembrance Sunday, done time travel (!), looked after our hearts, made Mother's and Father's day cards and presents, learnt about the stars, line dancing, to play the ocarina - ear plugs definitely needed! - visited our local windmill - not to be done again I might add - had a go at archery, had swimming parties, roller skaing parties, created a centenary collage, hama beading, peg knitting, made tiara's, had a go at hula hooping, had a scooter and bike race night, been on Pack Holiday 5 times and slept at the National Space Centre, and our best experience so far, visited London - No.10 Downing Street and Buckingham Palace!
As a Guider I have become a mentor, Brownie Holiday Advisor, District Commissioner, Division GO! advisor, been part of the staff at the Centenary Camp and most recently been a first aider at Charnwood International camp.
Phew
Despite all  of these things - the one thing which will stay with me for ever are the friends I have made along the way. There are 5 of us who regularly run the Pack - me and one other every week, the other 3 pop in and out to help keep the adult : child ratio correct but have also done their fair share of every week as well over the years, but now due to proper job and life commitments, have had to reduce the amount of time they can share with us.
I have been away with them with the girls and without the girls - county training weekends, Centreparcs - we have been out for drinks and meals. We have had great times, panicky times, chill out times! But all of them have been times not to forget!
When I look back on my life, Guiding has been a big big part of it. I have done lots of other things in my life which have been just as memorable - meeting my husband, getting married, having monkey, my nursing career, the friends I have met and made along the way - but Guiding for me has given me so much, that I'm not really sure I will have enough time in my life left to repay it!
I will do my best though to give it a go!